I'm Alive!

First and foremost; I'd like to say, sorry to myself & every one that thought I may have died! No! I am alive & well, I honestly didn't notice how much time has gone by since I last posted.  I am a little disappointed in myself it has taken this long to log a new entry.
Pandemic's have a way of making you loose track of time, doesn't it?! I don't think its safe to say any of us are in the clear with what ever the heck is going on with the world right now, but I am still here & striving for better; always. 
Aside from the new home & job/jobs, I am getting comfortable with being single, maybe a little too comfortable but I'm not mad at it. 
I have a team of people rooting for me & that will catch me if I fall. A village helping me raise my children & a community that values EVERYTHING that I bring to the table. What more could I ask for?
There will always be that one person in any one's life who is wishing, praying & crossing their fingers that harm comes to you & your loved ones. That person is my ex husband. This is as much light as I'm willing to give him. 
I guarantee those people are  getting back the same energy that they've put in. I know it sounds cliché but its true! I've seen it happen with my own eyes! Those times I didn't see Karma serve justice with my own eyes, I had the privilege of hearing about it long after I had forgotten. 
My biggest flex since June 2020, is realizing & recognizing when I am, or someone I love being/getting taken advantage of. It stems from knowing your worth, doing no harm & taking no shit. :) 
Yes it has taken me some years to get here, but I am here now & I've never felt more confident in myself EVER in my life as I do now. I can only hope & pray to who over the fuck is listening to offer & show the same for those searching for their inner strength.   
KNOW YOUR WORTH PEOPLE! 
Since June 2020, I've had to walk away from people I didn't want to walk away from. Jobs I enjoyed but saw myself getting nowhere in life. Just the same old shit all the time. Friendships I've had to quietly step away from because it no longer fits into my lifestyle. Which I am OK with. It took some time to be OK with it, but I just reminded myself that everyone grows & evolve. When you loose the desire to do any, that's when anxiety, depression & other mental health illnesses come out to paly with you. We all know what it's like trying to find a psychologist in Canada is like. I sure do; I'm a healthcare worker. There is a severe shortage of not only specialist but also medical professionals period. 
That term "burnt out" is an understatement. So please be kind to those of us still left. 
Most importantly be kind to yourself. It wouldn't be a bad thing to check in on your neighbor's, friends & family. 
Stay safe out there! Catch up with you later! 


​Love Rose